In which I worry about education and life altering decisions

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So the Ethernet port on my laptop somehow broke yesterday and I was without internet for most of the day. T^T It was working just fine the day before that so I’m not really sure what happened and when I clean and look at it, it looks just fine… So today I had to drive to Best Buy and buy a router so I can access the internet in my room. $50 but now I have internet access again. ^^;

On another positive note, I was able to get the housing I had originally wanted after going on the waiting list so I get to live with my current roommate and friends again. :] Sigh, it seems like things are finally turning for the better (though I probably shouldn’t start getting too hopeful if it suddenly takes a bad turn again x.x).

Photos of a beautiful birthday card my aunt gave me today <3

Well after all the bad stuff that’s happened to me lately, I really didn’t have any expectations for today. I just thought it was going to be another miserable day, haha. But I got to play MapleStory with some awesome friends, continuously read an awesome manga that another one of my tumblr friends introduced me to, and my aunt drove down to visit me and took me out to eat sushi for dinner. ^^ I know this all might not seem so great for a birthday to other people, but it really brightened up what had been a horrible month for me and I’m really grateful to all the people that wished me a “Happy Birthday” today.

My parents and two younger siblings are also driving down to SoCal tomorrow for a wedding which means they get to visit me. ^^ Another thing I’m looking forward too. I’m trying to stay as positive as best I can and I’m really hoping things will improve from here. It’s just so difficult when things seem to be crumbling around me…

Why are Aprils always so shitty for me? I should love this month…instead I dread it.

I’m sorry about all the depressing posts lately everyone, but things just haven’t been going well lately for me. :[

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Aw thanks for following me on my personal blog! Hope I don’t seem like too much of a whiny person here. T^T

Well…I’m back to feeling like a giant piece of shit…as usual *sigh*

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I’m just utterly shocked right now…haha but in a pleasant way at least.

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Spoilers for Bleach Chapter 485

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Just another roommate rant :/

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I just went grocery shopping…even though there’s only 4 more days before I get to go back home. I literally have no food left in my room. OTL Ignoring the horrible traffic and driving skills of people in this area, I really wish I knew how to cook more things so I can just buy all the ingredients I want without having to worry I’ll destroy it with my cooking skills.

In the end, I always end up buying frozen food like dumplings and buns and a few fruits and vegetables. I seriously need to learn how to properly cook meat. Japanese chicken curry and oven broiled drum sticks are the only meat dishes I can make well, haha…

I always wind up getting jealous of my roommate… She never cooks and never bothers to try since her parents only live an hour away and drop off food for her every single week… But I guess it’s a good experience, learning how to feed yourself. I’m just hoping my cooking will improve by the time I’ve become completely independent. x.x

At least I’ll be going home soon so I get to eat my mom’s cooking again. ^^;

I have this weird hobby… Every time I finish an avocado, I save the seed and sprout it. Haha, I enjoy seeing them grow, but since I live in a dorm, I never have a place to pot and keep the plant after it sprouts. :/

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Aw, thank you for deciding to follow my personal blog. I’m really flattered >///< Hopefully you don’t end up hating me or thinking me lame for the stuff I post on here. OTL

Warning: Me being depressed…haha…

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I was perfectly content not knowing what Disco Pogo is… OTL Now I can’t get it out of my head, aha.

Hello replay button T^T

Every time my dad calls to check up on me, he always asks what I’m doing. I always respond with “Absolutely nothing…” because it’s the sad, sad truth. Aha…